-broken clock memories-

one more winter

2010-01-01T18:04:05Z

video;

I have cake.

[ooc; happy birthday to you--and will be affected as per today's curse with her resolutions in mind. which means, you like it or not, she is coming to visit, friends.]

i resolutely resolute

2009-12-30T13:24:12Z

...haha. Twenty-seven. And to think a year ago I thought I'd never go past twenty-five...

I resolve to--

[x] Be less of a pushover
[x] Enjoy the company of my friends more
[x] Sleep a bit more
[x] Train more
[x] Talk to more people
[x] Not apologize so often

--ah. Wait. But I--

But all this...is it a curse?

[ooc; So it'll be her birthday on the 1st. Haha.]

tears of joy, I swear!

2009-11-23T22:17:08Z

EVERYTHING IS SO MARVELOUSLY PRETTY TODAY!

[ooc; Lady pushed it. Anti-Angst Day. Apologies if I disappear -- futzy net D:]

repeating record

2009-11-20T20:16:35Z

[private; unhackable]

...it was like October 10th, over and over, but a whole lifetime of it...

I'm so sorry...

...I really am of no use...

[filtered AWAY from Noahs; reasonably unhackable]

I'm-- if...

...during the Akuma attack.

I'm so sorry. I- we all-

...I'm just so sorry.

[ooc; so the failure she was when road's friends came for a sleepover? she revived it all yesterday, together with her life. statues, dontchaknow.]

hey how are you

2009-10-31T15:28:16Z

Mister Blue, thank you for the help the other day. I still doubt I'll figure this out, but it's a start-

Ah- New guests in the City?

[ooc; 4th wall away. 8) today and mañana]

long overdue

2009-10-28T22:51:06Z

voice;

I- hm.

Excuse me. Ah- I've been putting this off for long enough, and-

Excuse me, but is anyone here familiar with a 'blackberry' machine thing? And could you teach me how to use it?

[ooc; THIS IS ALL MISS BLAIR'S FAULT.]

11. the other failure

2009-09-30T08:06:38Z

I don't even like ice-cream in September, I don't understand why I had to dance for it...

...I...um. Miss Blair? Are you in the City again?

[ooc; parents have kidnapped me, replies will arrive a bit late.]

10. the return

2009-09-15T09:36:10Z

[video; accidental]

[Miranda's entrance is not spectacular this time. She walks out a door and walks straight into the Square. Of course it's not spectacular--]

...N-Not again!!!

[--but she makes it!] Am I dreaming? Is this a dream again? Or a hallucination?

I don't want to be cursed over and over and over and over and--[She grows silent, then thinks. Thinks. After a while.] OH NO! I left the water on! Oh God, what if I flooded everyone?! What if Miss Blair has fired me already?! What if there's no-one left here?!

[Panic attack mellowed down a bit, she stares at the Square, and ponders moving out. So she's going to move now.]

[ooc; And this is where you come scare the bejeesus out of poor unsuspecting Miranda. Who is back. With no update. Because the mangaka hates her. :)]

09. tick tick tick tick on the watch

2009-07-27T21:37:22Z

...is-- It should be safe to sleep now.

...right?

[ooc; ...still thinks the Nightmares Curse is on. ¬¬ idk, Miranda, ur bff insomnia?]

08. behind the looking glass

2009-07-04T20:56:45Z

[video]

[there you go Miranda, sit in your comfortable little corner. don't weep. don't weep. um.]

...who are you people?

[ooc; No barriers, no interdictions, just traumatize her. ETA: leave your good traumatizing here and I'll tag back when the headache has gone. orz timing]

07. and fairytales end soon

2009-06-26T22:21:46Z

[private; unhackable]

102nd. 101st? If Exorcism doesn't count.

[accidental audio]

Ahah--actually, the clock reminds me a bit of back home. The ticking...my ticking used to be more comforting...and if the days repeat, and repeat, and repeat, and repeat...

It's a bit lonely without Lenalee...but I still have you...

Oh. The tea is ready.

How will I pay for tea come next month, I wonder?

Another job...

[ooc; mad and unemployed. or unemployed and slowly growing mad. MY CONNECTION. IS AN ASSHOLE. replies will be slow and if I disappear...don't shoot.]

06. I tell truths, not fairytales

2009-06-10T17:35:09Z

[private; unhackable]

I hope you enjoyed it, Miranda, because that would be the only time you'll feel something like that. Warmth, and...~~love~~

Two heartbeats, he said. I know they're missing today. It would be silly to even think...ahah...such a wonderful thing, pregnancy and birth. Something Exorcists won't enjoy...

Something I'm not worthy of enjoying.

~~It shouldn't hurt-~~

[private to Marie]

I...I apologize. If I was a bother...yesterday. I'm sorry.

[public]

I used to read fairytales when I was young. And of course, like all the other girls my age, I dreamed of Prince Charming...

But then...they're just books, aren't they? As soon as you close the last page, the magic is over.

[ooc; D: aftermath is a pain.]

05. gather around folks!

2009-05-23T20:44:32Z

[audio: a far-sounding voice, via megaphone]

AND NOW, FOLKS, THE MOMENT YOU'VE BEEN WAITING FOR! THE INCREDIBLE~, THE DARK~, THE UGLY~, THE CLUMSYYYYYYYYY HAAAAAAG!

[cue: laughter, applause.]

[cue: the sound of stumbling, plates crashing and-]

I'M SORRYYYYYY!!

[ooc; Studying that much would kill me so I'm indulging myself. Shut up and enjoy it. Miranda: clown. The kind that runs around with piles of stuff in her arms and drops them and cries forever. Throw pie at her face. Go on. She totally knows she should not be there.]

04. find a place in the world

2009-04-24T21:14:06Z

private || UNhackable

A fat freak who'll beat me across...no, I shouldn't think about that. He's just...one big, grumpy child. He doesn't know what he's saying.

So stop thinking about it.

public ||

I...I have found a job. It doesn't mean that I want to stay here! I remember that we have to find a way out ~~, Kanda~~. But I won't recieve a coin from the City, and we I need clothes, and we all need food. What kind of a woman would let a girl ten years younger work, without contributing as well?

I'm going to be a waitress at the Blue Light...it's a jazz bar. What jazz music is, I don't know yet, but I plan to find out as soon as I can.

Hopefully, this time around, they won't become 100 jobs more.

[ooc; She fails at coding. CAN CODE! THANKS ALLEN]

03. don't even deserve a chance

2009-04-18T18:34:43Z

I...I can't even...

...I'm so sorry...maybe it would've been better if I had just drowned in the sea that time...

[ooc; She's been hiding in the forest until today. Running on water and no sleep at all. SELF-PUNISHMENT FOREVER. I feel I should point this out: ALL REPLIES FROM MIRANDA ARE VOICE. If not, I will mention it.]

02. but I don't really want to dance

2009-04-16T20:47:18Z

Young lady, I do not like to be kept waiting. I expect you here in two seconds, or no~dolly~for~you~♥

[ooc; Road says: I wish more of us were here; Miranda says: I wish I were more like Allen. City goes cheap, combines Allen's Noah side because it fits both wishes, and you now have~ Noah's Really Well-Hidden Timely Shy Terrific Virgin. I quote: "Well, think of all those sexually frustrated, bitter spinster. Now give them the ability to torment innocents."]

01. the weaker they are the faster they break

2009-04-14T14:56:49Z

[accidental voice post]

This is…not…the…

…wh-where…?Oh. Oh dear. Oh no- oh noooooo--

Di-did I accidentally sleepwalk and used the portal things? Oh my God, Miranda, you useless thing, what have you done?

Where is the Headquarters?! What are these sparkly lights—oh nononononono, Head Supervisor is going to be so mad, he’ll have to fire me and then I won’t be an—

I’m so soooooorryyyyyyyy! I didn’t mean to—

It was not my intention—

I shouldn’t fall asleep. I promise I’ll never ever ever fall asleep again, please don’t fire me, please take me back to the Headquarters whathaveIdone--

N-no sir, it’s quite alright, I’m fine, don’t worry—no honestly, I’m just…a little bit lost but—no, wait, I’m not crazy! Just lost—don’t go! Wait! Wa…

…it?

I’M SUCH A FAILURE! I’M SO SORRY, I’M SO VERY SORRY!

[ooc; Destroy her, babies.]

ATENTION! /ooc

2009-04-06T18:15:27Z

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